Heartbroken

2012-01-26T16:31:00.000+08:00

26 Jan 2012
So freaking bored... hate u hate u hate u... :(

2012-01-23T22:57:00.005+08:00

23 Jan 2012

Happy New Year to everyone.. :D

feeling so tired.. but i later want to watch tv show.. midnight time.. argh.. must stay awake.. hahaha.....

2012-01-23T22:57:00.001+08:00

19 Jan 2012
He knew that i am the one that like him... since he didnot mention it so i also dun mention is better ba.. if not weird... even though left 2 weeks but we sill see each other everyday so just forget it ba... i had been controling myself.. my feeling towards him...

2012-01-19T22:42:00.003+08:00

19 Jan 2012
He yest really join them to play pool till 8plus... haiz.. then he still asked me y i dun want go... haiz... the reason is i am tired n i dun play pool.. haha... i really tired... today also tired.. haiz... sian... BSC ending soon.. all the fun thing ending soon... then next thing is so sian....

2012-01-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

18 Jan 2012
seriously i really tired... Do i feel jealous?? do i still like him?? somehow i think i dun like him liao.. i only treat as friend... but jealous.. i admit i did jealous... haiz... i said he n my another friends is more pei than me.. but the friend said i n him got more topic to talk.. but i to me is i disturb him only lor.. nth much but as for them they have common goal... which is go uni... me.. haiz... no money no talk... not that i dun want go uni is i have no money to go n i dun like to owe money de... haiz.. sian.... i realise that i had a hard character.. he give up his sit to me i reject then end up no one sit on the chair.. n sometimes he ask me something i said no.. i like pushing him away lah... weird me.. like him yet push him away.. lol.. but i not purposely de cos i not use to it.. n normally i will just reject... haiz... sian....

2012-01-07T22:28:00.002+08:00

7 Jan 2012
Today took off then went back sch for some stupid thing then meet my mum to go nex to buy new year clothes.. lucky i got bought something if not new year i really dunno wat to where liao.. cos go so many places didnot see anything i like or suit me de.. haha... then when we reach nex after awhile my dad called then we go chinatown liao... erm.. today actually plan to go early to disturb one of my friend but end up i didnot go sch early... then after the event want go find him but he is super busy then i just didnot go find him liao... i think i just like to disturb him n not like him... cos like to disturb him n like him is two different things...

2012-01-02T00:40:00.001+08:00

1 Jan 2011
Happy New Year... :D:D
haha.. morning wake up cos someone msg.. then i start to disturb again.. lol.. but haiz.. have to really kick the habbit away.. if not only disturb him weird lor.. haiz.. want to declare i dun like him also hard.. lol.. cos i am confuse of the feeling.. i think i just treat him as friend... i also dunno.. haha...

2011-12-23T23:07:00.002+08:00

23 Dec 2011
Trying my best not to think of him... today went to tampines.. n my shoes are wet.. then back to sch to do things while waiting for friends to end.. then we go amk to watch movie n eat.. :D:D

MERRY CHISTMAS TO ALL OF U... :D

2011-12-22T20:53:00.004+08:00

22 Dec 2011
Yest dream is so wrong... super wrong lah... i can't fall for him.. is a NO WAY... i dun want to harm him... lol... btw damn pissed off by my friend.. which is my partner.. trm onwards change partner.. haiz.. good luck to him perhaps she will treat him better ba.. cos i think she infornt of me n infornt of him is different... thanks to him to agree to change partner...phew... if not i dunno need to tolerate till when...

2011-12-03T00:22:00.002+08:00

2 dec 2011
today is a great day.. got popcorn, chocolate free.. and then got a smile card from a kind customer.. lol.. then also most important is saw someone that 16 months didnot saw... haha.. the person that is the nearest to the type that i looking for.. but we r just super normal friends.. not even friends ba.. haha...

2011-11-21T23:14:00.001+08:00

21 Nov 2011
Out of sudden i felt so meaningless... wat am i thinking??? i felt so tired.... all those years i had been tring hard to do whatever i can do... wat i do i used my heart to complete it... but now i really feel tired n meaningless....

2011-11-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

17 Nov 2011
Wat's wrong with all those gals out there?? y so sensitive?? pls lor.. trust ur bf can mah... dun cos of a small little thing then quarrel... not worth it.. cos anytime one of u gets tired will say break easily.. haiz.. been unreasonable is not a good thing...
Funny sia.. my friends promote me to my friend.. weird sia.. lol... today someone ask me how much D occupied ur heart? seriously i dunno how to answer.. lol.. maybe cos recently J too much liao totally forget D liao.. cos is like hardly saw him.... i think no one is in my heart liao.. at least for this moment due to projects... haha...

2011-11-04T23:42:00.003+08:00

4 Nov 2011
Feeling so sick since last evening till now.. haiz.. yest didnot went to see doctor cos the doctor is a relieve doctor.. so today after sch fast went home n see doctor.. i was the last patient cos they 5pm went for break time.. sian.. sick sick sick.. just finish my cover letter for my ica.. still got to do resume.. haiz.. so many ica next week must faster clear those individual ica project first then got time to study the rest.. haiz.. this TEP really so extra.. so sian.. haiz..

today told my friends that i had been faithful before but what's the point for been faithful cos end up the ending is still the same.. from the start dun even know the person then of cos ending also dunno.. from the start friends if one day he know u like him n he dun like u also will not contact each other liao.. so faithful for wat?? i am not a dog.. if got bf then must be faithful lah...

2011-11-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

2011-11-01T22:33:00.003+08:00

1 Nov 2011

Trm test.. haiz.. sian... super sian.. haiz.. decided to give up.. cos i dun want to be like so hua chi... like desperate for guys for what... i will just forcus on wat i am doing ba... i think i n him just be normal friends ba...erm.. perhaps is just school mates... haiz..

2011-10-29T00:55:00.003+08:00

28 Oct 2011
Haiz.. sian.. stress arh~~~~ wat the hell teacher is talking.. haha... sian... end of oct ler... time really pass fast... n someone is coming back to sch next week.. haha... he is a good person.. n i dun wish to lose him this friend so i think i won't do anything ba... haha.. just treat him as brother ba... friends encourage me to fight for my happiness.. but what is happiness mean to me?? happiness can be alot of type...

2011-10-26T22:28:00.002+08:00

26 Oct 2011
Haiz... trm second day of sch.. school and class without him n da jie is so sian.. haiz.. so weird that without him... i miss him.. i wish he was in class... haiz... n his attachment left 2 days.. :) haha.. hope in sch will see him ba... :)

2011-10-07T23:24:00.004+08:00

7 Oct 2011
Back to singapore.. :D:D had a great fun.. the most offen place that i love to go is the top of the deck cos i love the sea breeze... omg really it is the best.. cos can let my mind peace... haha... the food is nice and the facilities is good also.. haha.....

Sian saw the TEP schedule thing.. haiz... bad bad bad.. i dun like the holiday that they gave... haiz... which will lead me to wait till year 3 dunno which week then got the poor 2 weeks holidays... haiz... which means that so many months no break... hell lor.... shit sch.. haiz...

2011-09-26T00:33:00.002+08:00

25 Sept 2011
Yest work not good. haiz.. the most shortages i had.. :(... sian.. getting sian on work ler.. haiz... but no choice have to work cos my expenses is getting more n more.. haiz...

2011-09-12T22:53:00.002+08:00

12 Sept 2011
Today went driving for 2 lesson.. n i think i was kind of tired n didnot do well haiz... i think cos yest too late slp.. today got to slp early cos trm morning drive.. haiz.. sian.. i also dunno y i go learn driving.. lol.. waste time, energy n money.. lol....

11 Sept 2011
saw jm juz now at admiratly.. he didnot see me ba.... when i saw him my heart still beat fast.. i also dunno y.. haiz... forget it.. haiz...

2011-09-06T00:46:00.002+08:00

5 Sept 2011
I seriously fall for him.... sry that i fall for him.. i know i dun deserved him.. cos he is really great... he is almost perfect... in this world no one is perfect n yet he is really so near to perfect... all my close friends saw his pic ask me to go for it.. wat am i waiting... but i......... i still thinking of that called... who is the person... is a gal or guy? haiz............. y recently i so easy to be jealous over sometime... haiz....

2011-09-04T00:29:00.003+08:00

3 Sept 2011
yest went to look n see see walk pass pineapple.. then off to see someone workplace... :D.. it is so high class lor.. lol... feeling fade ler... but i still miss him.. haiz... my friend ask me to follow my heart.. but the thing is my heart is softhearted n it is easily been move.. haiz...

2011-09-01T22:46:00.002+08:00

1 Sept 2011
time pass very fast so fast 2 weeks pass.. haiz... sian... i missed him... but what to do.. i can't do anything... haiz.. nvm... today is my grandma passed away 3rd year le.... really time pass fast.. haiz... n i getting old liao.. hahaha....

2011-08-22T00:27:00.002+08:00

21 Sept 2011
Good luck for someone attachment.. :D he is well educated, well manner.. haiz... today crocodile birthday..

2011-08-21T00:40:00.002+08:00

20 Aug 2011
My mind n heart really fill about him.. OMG.. what i am doing?? haiz.. decide to let go yet so hard to let go.. haiz... hard to let go cos he is the first n only guy that i ever love i dun feel any miserable at all...

2011-08-20T01:20:00.002+08:00

19 Aug 2011
I today last day.. here comes holiday n saying goodbye to him... can't bear lah.. but no choice.. at least it is a nice ending.. :D we at least get to chat n i was surprise that he called.. :D my heart is all fill up of him... i dunno how long will it last.. but at least he fill up once...
after exam, me n my friends went to bugis had dinner n slack.. haha... we had a great time.. :D

2011-08-18T00:27:00.002+08:00

17 Aug 2011
i did it.. after a few days of miss him.. i manage not to miss him ler.. :D:D:D i dun want to have the feeling of missing someone that dun have any intention of me again... i have the intention of loving him.. but he dun.. he didnot reply my fb msg.. i knew it... cos it is just a wish.. i dun want to ask him to reply or wat... cos it will be like what my friend ask him to reply her.. cos i think abit childish... as there is nth to answer and yet want him to respond for wat... haiz.. trm exam.. law.. i bet he will be study till very late again.. haiz.. whatever i dun care liao.. after the day after trm we will nv met again.. really thanks that he left a good impression for me.. :D he is a great guy.. which ever gal have him will be very xin fu... :D too bad i will nv be the one.. :D and i choose to let go.. i had no choice but to let go...

2011-08-14T21:59:00.003+08:00

14 Aug 2011
saw someone sec 3 camp pic... haiz.. i know i shouldn't go see but somehow.. haiz... i know i should let go... but.. somehow my mind still rmb him... the first guy that i really wish to care n stay by his side but it is impossible... the first guy that i admire so long... perhaps cos of that for so many years no matter who i love or wat i also dun want to go for it... some is not impossible is just that i chose not to go for it... perhaps if one day i really go for someone means that i let go of him ler ba... 8 years liao.. is really enough le..
just now he msg me ask me about exam thing.. haiz.. this is wat i dun like to fall for someone in the same class... haiz... now then ask me then i was wondering what is he doing for the past 2 days?? haiz...

2011-08-13T23:16:00.001+08:00

13 Aug 2011
haiz.. staying at home alone whole day.. that's freaking bored.. haiz... but had no choice cos weekends outside so many ppl.. haiz.. sian.. really damn sian lah... i seriously dun like english lah.. but y will like someone that speaks english when he open his mouth to speak.. haiz... this is really damn shit... perhaps not love ba.. is just admire.. lol... cos i really nv met before someone so good... lol... i decide not to let him know i like him.. cos i dun want to have the feeling of dunno how to face him next time if we met again...

2011-08-12T23:15:00.002+08:00

12 Aug 2011
Fall in love with u... u makes my heart melts.... my mood now is messy... missing u like crazy...

2011-08-11T20:41:00.003+08:00

11 Aug 2011
Today had the first paper.. haiz.. do wrong liao.. sure no A.. haiz.. sian.. yest meet him study... cos he the day before yest msg me ask me.. then i said ok lor.. lol.. but end up is like dunno is he studying mah.. lol.. but anyway he sure can pass this module this time.. :) haha.. he is really damn gentlemen lor.. haiz.. he worth my love but i dun worth for him.. lol... he really is a good guy so far i met... dun say about his bad habit lah.. cos everyone not perfect.. but he really is prefect if he quit the bad habit.. haha... n i finally is like like someone right.. someone that worth it....
yest saw someone secondary 1 photo.. he look so different from sec 2 when i first saw him...

2011-08-08T23:40:00.003+08:00

8 Aug 2011
Today went part world to celebrate my friend birthday.. :) had a great time.. we are all so high.. haha.... :D today secondary school n primary sch celebrating national day... n NDP is a day that my mind is all contain someone... during secondary sch the day i love is NDP cos is the time we had fun n i can see him so long... only NDP n CNY... i really miss those time even it's hurt but that time i really first time love someone so deep..... after that time i didnot really really love anyone else... all i do is just see see love love then that's all... but those love not really as much as secondary sch time i love the guy... there are guys better than him but i didnot love as much as him... i am kind of miss him.. quite long didnot see him ler.. dunno how is him ler?? dunno is he happy?? dunno have he found his happiness??

i felt that i know my heart better now..

2011-08-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

5 Aug 2011
Today retail test really die... cos i nv ever did such paper that i had those feeling abt it... haiz... after the test go shop at bugis for my friend present... now i really open my heart ler... i didnot really love anyone... perhaps too sian ler ba.. cos always i am the one that like guys first n not they like me first.. haiz... i agree that he really is a good catch n i still choose not to catch it... cos we both not really close... even if i really admire him i also won't hold on to him.. i will let go of him... haiz.. hope that he will at least study for exam ba... cos he MIA for so long ler.... hope he know what's is going on ba....

2011-08-03T23:16:00.002+08:00

3 Aug 2011
Argh... test i haven't study yet.. omg.. haiz.. die.. seriously damn it.. what the hell i am doing??? y everytime before exam my brain will dead for awhile.. n now my brain really is dead.. haiz... :'( i think i will need to repeat this module again... :'( SAD...

2011-07-31T00:19:00.003+08:00

30 July 2011
Last day of work will be off till exams finish.. haha.. so sian.. haiz.. it's been one year that i didnot see crocodile and national day is coming n it makes me think of the past... it's been 5 year ever since... last time secondary school love national day cos we dun have lesson n we spend the day celebrating which i can see JM longer than normal days... somehow i really miss that time... but life have to go on.. as he dun even bother about me at all.. haiz... for all these year i had nv really love anyone.. all is just thinks that they are good guy.. n some really good.. some is just not good.. but no matter is good or bad.. i still will let go after awhile... cos i dun deserve any good guy... cos i can be a very good friend, sister, daughter but not a good gf... and now after this few days of thinking i also decide to let go of someone.. he is too good for me.. n he also dun intend to find gf right now.. so i shouldn't disturb his life...

2011-07-26T16:02:00.001+08:00

26 July 2011
lol.. he really too good for me liao... lol.. i got rejected but i not sad at all.. in fact i am happy cos i can see that he is really good guy... i am glad that i get to know him.. :D i dun ask much but just be it.. haha... thank god.. for letting me know that in this world still got such person do alive.. haha...

2011-07-24T02:06:00.003+08:00

23 July 2011
Now is 2.08 am.. yawn~~ tired nia.. but no choice have to chiong project... haiz.. sian... today work full lehz.. haiz... really slpy lah... sian.. marketing marketing marketing... i seriously hate u alot... u make me want to cry liao.. haiz.....

2011-07-22T21:00:00.003+08:00

22 July 2011
today accounting teacher tell use the result on the project n my group got A.. i was damn happy.. haha.. cos i did the most.. haha... now is time to chiong marketing.. lol.. retail project da jie chiong.. marketing i shall help her also.. haha.. sian.. haiz... after marketing need to study for german oral.. haiz... i am so tired.. haiz.. today i skipped my lunch again... from last week i already skipped most of my lunch.. cos i dun want to eat... many ppl ask me y? i also dunno.. so i said i on diet lor.. lol.. but am i?? i dun think so leh.. is just that i dun feel like eating anything... haiz..

2011-07-19T20:58:00.002+08:00

19 July 2011
Haiz.. sian..... tian ah~~~~~~ exam is coming more near.... one month de today is my last paper liao.. lol... i dun want exam faster come cos i not prepared plus i will not get to see him ever again... :(

2011-07-18T20:07:00.002+08:00

18 July 2011
today accounting test i simply write easily but i think my result is cui de.. lol.. cos i didnot study much.. hahaha... today he dare dare dun come for lesson n test.. what the... cos he didnot study for the test... haiz.. whatever lah.. dun bother liao.. friends told me can see that he is a good bf.. n ask me to go for him n cherish him.. then i said no point that i love him n he dun.. n somemore we left less that 2 weeks in the same class n recently he is like skipping sch.. how to improve the relationship?? lol.. dun bother liao lah... cos we diff world de ppl...

2011-07-15T21:14:00.002+08:00

15 July 2011
Today he was late for sch again.. haiz... what the hell lah.. he like that then dun come lah better still.. haiz... i know he might be tired but also can't always late for sch mah... haiz.. dunno lah.. haiz.. sian... tml working full shift and i now already very tired...

2011-07-12T00:38:00.002+08:00

11 july 2011
he didnot come sch today.. lol... sian.. tired... today didnot attend morning lesson due to i was outside doing project.. n the teacher mark manul attendance, shit her lor.. haiz.. but nvm lah.. by attandance very nice de she want deduct deduct lor..

2011-07-09T00:26:00.002+08:00

8 July 2011
i agree i fall in u.. but i will try not to fall deeper ler... haiz... i also dunno y i will fall in u.. i will not bother with u anymore... hope i can do that.. haiz... sian.. stupid sick can get away from me.. holiday then come n find me lah.. haiz.. now busy with project somemore.. haiz....

2011-07-06T22:05:00.003+08:00

6 July 2011
i dunno is unlucky or it is too qiao liao.. most of the time when i fall sick the person that i like also will fall sick.. now i sick n he also sick... haiz.... pineapple become single again... haiz.. dunno him lah.. i ask him y then he said they have no more feeling liao.. erm.. ok lah.. at least he didnot really hurt the girl much ba... all my mind now is my new target.. haiz.. cham.. i know i n him left afew more weeks then will never contact or see each other liao.. haiz... i hope that his attachment will come my workplace there.. cos my workplace also got that brand that he will be working at... erm.... haiz.. nvm... now back to marketing project.. haiz.. do project till sick.. somemore sick at the important time.. but still the same didnot go see doctor... i whole day feel like want to vomit.. haiz... my mum ask me go see doctor.. but i dun want.. lol...

2011-07-05T00:07:00.002+08:00

4 July 2011
haiz... i got more n more question mark about what teacher teaching... haiz... n also got test coming soon after the project... haiz... then exam liao.. what the... time really fly lor.. haiz....

i agree that i sometime will change target quite fast... but that doesn't mean i am not faithful lor... is just that no point to continue to wait for something that is impossible at all de.. i know almost all is impossible.. but at least i like before n for some i did try my best liao.. :)

2011-07-04T01:01:00.001+08:00

3 July 2011
Decide to give up ba... cos it is impossible.. haha.. within 6 weeks how to get close to him... lol.. even if can after that is like hardly see each other liao.. then for what?? i think i rather take the 6 weeks to forcus on projects and exam ba... :) cos i also dun deserve him to like....

2011-07-01T23:34:00.006+08:00

1 July 2011

Went movie after project with friend... n most of the tickets are nearly full so no choice we decide to watch at 5.45pm at amk even though is still first 3 row.. but no choice... it was a great movie n i forgot what transformer 2 is about.. lol.... n inside i was freezing.. damn cold... n we said that we can't go clubbing de lah.. cos we scare of cold.. ppl go drink liquor if we go how to drink.. cold + cold.. lol....

Today get back accounting result n yes... i make it.. i get full marks... it had been so so so long that i never get full marks for accounting.... n someone also get full marks.. n he was said by his friends... his friend said to him that he dun even do tutorial how he get full marks.. lol... then i was quite surprise that he get full marks.. yest financial i got 30 he got 32 n he get A... what the hell... always go clubbing can get so good result.... lol....

i think i fall in someone out there but we are just come from different world de.. so i think just treat it as nothing ba.... i am glad that u appear in my life n i have the chance to get to know u... cos mostly i can't get to know the person i like de.. haha...

2011-06-30T23:36:00.003+08:00

30 June 2011
Phew... i pass my financial... trm retail test.. n i was like.. today then study.. what the hell... haiz.... i shall aim financial module A also... i will try hard.....

i dunno y today i keep think about u.. do i start to like u?? even if i really like u i hope that i won't be long... cos we are come from different world de ppl... u like go clubbing n u smoke.. i dun mind but i think can't get along too long ba....

2011-06-30T00:36:00.002+08:00

29 June 2011
Finally passed my FTT... phew.... haha... haiz.. fri test n i haven't study.. plus dunno what to study.. cos the notes is super less.. haiz... sian... headache... haiz... one project is down... when every project means exam come.. haiz.. time really flies...

Two person tgt long doesn't mean that their relationship is strong... they must have trust in each in order to maintain a strong relationship... n that's what i hardly see.. but one of my friends can do that... holiday then can see each other.. one in singapore n another one in malaysia.. n their feeling will not change... that's really rare...

2011-06-23T15:49:00.002+08:00

23 June 2010
Haiz.. busy with projects... haiz.. sian.. next wed hand in till now no one wants to do it properly.. fine then i will do it.. n cos of this project i 3 days 2am then went to bed.. haiz.. then my mum nag nag nag at me.. then i said cos of project mah.. not that i want slp so late de lor.. haiz... 2 weeks of busy..

2011-06-15T01:15:00.002+08:00

14 June 2011
everytime after a big hurt i will just play for awhile... i am sad.. i am disappointed... i dun wish to play lah.. but somehow just to cure the hurt ba.. can say that i am lying to myself cos the hurt will not cure in that way.... i seriously had enough of it liao... enough of liking ppl... admire ppl... admire doesn't mean like or even love... is just that i dunno y guys like to think that it is the same.. haiz....

2011-06-13T23:40:00.002+08:00

13 June 2011
Seriously i am tired ler.... super tired... tired of everything...
is my fault that give u wrong idea... even if i really did fall in love with u i also dun expect more... is u think too much... i anything lor.. if u really want like that de hua.. hai...................

2011-06-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

9 June 2011
seriously i feeling down today... i had no idea... perhaps is him ba... haiz... nvm lah.. used to it liao... it's really pissed me off... really testing my patience... argh.. freak....... didnot eat lunch.. only eat waffle... friends ask me ok? i said ok arh.. lol...

2011-06-09T00:35:00.003+08:00

8 June 2011
Today went movie with poly friends... this is the first time we watch movie tgt... haha... trm german test.. haiz.. i think also gone case... whatever.. i dun care liao.. i know i promise myself that i will do well in year 2.. but it is really hard... i tired my best le... cos got afew modules no exam.. is project n ICA.. n project is my weakness... haiz... whatever it is.. i only hope that i will pass all my subject...

My favourite type of dog since i was a kid....

2011-06-07T23:12:00.002+08:00

7 June 2011
now waiting for midnite to wish one of my friend bday.. lol... today kind of tired cos after sch go find present for friend... we bough some branded stuff for her... i was like wanted to buy one for myself too... but is too ex... cos i saw the one i like is $140 just for the top.. but i think that the design is special.. n it is not T-shirt... lol.. then after ending orchard trip i msg crocodile friend ask he working mah.. cos i wanted to buy something for my friend trm bday.. not a really close friend but since he is a nice guy n he this year bought for me due to he came to my party.. then i will buy one gift for him too... :) and about sch test.. i all gone case... due to mostly test on monday.. n i weekend work no time study.. haiz... so too bad... hope can pass... but i know that my marketing sure FAIL...

2011-05-17T23:27:00.002+08:00

17 May 2011
Today vesak day n is the day for our project... lol... after those visit i n da jie go bugis shop.. i bought one item.. she bought 3... lol... haiz....

2011-05-08T23:57:00.003+08:00

8 May 2011
today is mother's day.. haha.. i working afternoon.. so we celebrate in the morning.. haha.. bring her eat aston.... then after that when to work... haiz.. kind of boring... haiz.... till now i still have no confidence at all.. haiz... sry friends that always tell me to have confidence in myself... especially about relationship.... i give up in looking for my confidence ler.... i am still so ugly... haiz.........

2011-05-04T13:33:00.001+08:00

4 May 2011
If someone will msg me n wish me.. then it will be a miracle.... haiz... but i know he won't do it... nvm... haha.... :D Anyway this year got lots of present.. haha... love it... :D

2011-04-30T23:39:00.002+08:00

30 April 2011
Today had a great day... after work went to bin han party... :D:D n have a great chat with friends that had not meet for long long long time... :D haha.... great time.. :D.. while waiting for cailing.. i saw someone... n my mood abit down.. but after that had a good chat with friends then my mood ok ler..... i really dunno y... i dun understand.. y u want to treat me as transparent?? n i also dunno y when i saw u i will mood down.... when i didnot see u i was hoping that can see u again.... but haiz.... see ler also no use.... just now before saw that someone i on fb post how i wish i can see u again... n then the next moment he appear... i was like what the hell..

2011-04-28T20:58:00.001+08:00

28 Apr 2011
haiz.. next wed just go back sch for one hour which is 5pm to 6pm.. what the hell.. haiz.. cos of make up teacher put it on that day.. haiz.. sian... :(:( first week of sch is so sian.. cos go where also so many ppl.. haiz.... sian.... but my class is better than last year de... even though there are someone also not that nice but overall this class is so so so so much better... haha... :D

2011-04-23T00:21:00.002+08:00

22 April 2011
Haiz.. today work full.. n then my supervisor ask me trm can i work full?? then i said ok lor.. then is like become.. today full trm full and sunday full.. and the best thing is i monday got sch in the morning... haiz... if monday timetable can switch with wed will be so so so good.. haha... cos wed is afternoon lesson... :)
Finally after so long i msg someone.. haiz... :( kind of weird but i ask around n my friends they all said just msg only lor... then i was like.. ok fine.. then i msg.. haha... glad that there's a reply.. :) n i think i shouldn't bother the person ler ba.. n i suspect someone also like him ba... haiz... it is like i like him nearly one year le... but i dun intend to do anything.. only sometimes msg him ask him how is him lor.... i kind of boring question lah.. haha... n i know once i msg him i will not so easy to pull down again... haiz... i spend so long still can't really totally put down... :( is he so good?? cos i know i can actually very easy give up de.... n forget him.. but i dunno y... i will still think of him....

2011-04-13T00:19:00.002+08:00

12 April 2011 Today work at 6pm.. finally after so many year then i when back dental to wash teeth again... hahaha.... :D then i just saw someone friend fb... they were at bugis this afternoon... :( haiz... damn miss him.... btw good news... i got one more week of holiday.. haha.. :D

2011-04-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

11 April 2011 i really damn miss him.... yest yanti also said that can see that he is a good guy..... haiz.... but of cos study more important.. haha.... haiz... sian.. nvm i will forget him one of the days... he is just too much good le.............. haiz... sian.. holiday left one more week... haiz.........

2011-04-05T20:42:00.002+08:00

5 April 2011 at home is so noisy but lucky i meeting friend in the afternoon... lol.... cos dunno what they doing up there the rooftop thing.. so got the drilling sound.... haiz..... today had a great time with da jie n joey... :D:D haha.... after all i still prefer u.....

2011-04-04T23:55:00.002+08:00

4 April 2010 Today clean up my room... as in throw old things.. haha... cos alot of things that i will not be using it or wearing it... but... i also threw away something that is once meaningful to me... i choose to threw it away cos even if i dun threw i will not be using it also so no point to contiune to keep it.... cos u choose to end this way.. so... no point for me to keep those pointless n meaningless thing with me.... holiday left afew days only.. sian.....:'( wed meeting ailing... so long didnot see her ler.... :D:D she sure grow more pretty liao......

2011-03-29T00:09:00.002+08:00

28 Mar 2011 haiz.. today morning went see doctor... n then after that used awhile com then took an hour of nap.. then off to work.. i was totally shag.. lol.. n i look kind of pale too.. haiz.... this is the longest sick i ever had... haiz... heard from kor that someone is missing from work.. call dun answer.. sms no reply.. end up is cos need to meet gf.. make her happy back.. haiz.. yest complicated relationship today married back again.. haiz.. what is the point?? i think this time can back tgt again.. but will it last? will u have a chance for second time?? haiz.. i dunno him lah.. haiz....

2011-03-23T23:27:00.002+08:00

23 Mar 2011
What's wrong with me??? headache today n fever is back again.... what the hell.... now the head still abit unwell even the fever go down.... haiz..... :(:( just now called to workplace to cancel my work trm.... so that trm i will have one more day to rest.... cos friday i working.... haiz....

2011-03-22T00:17:00.002+08:00

21 March 2011
Today is really a bad bad day for me... damn F... cos get scold by customer... n was like making a big fuss on the salesfloor... n everyone is looking... F.... then i was sad n cry lah.. cos 1st time get scolded in public.. n 1st time cry at work... haiz... just wait awhile will die mehz... she die die said she reach counter first... but is another lady first lor... n i was like give way to her liao by saying sorry... n she still countine... then wilma ask her may i help u? she scold her stupid i not talking to u.. then wilma call jenny down... lucky is jenny n not other manager... haiz.. even jenny also said by her... jenny ask me dun care cos she crazy de... can see the way she talk... but... how to... i know customer is always right.. but they might not be right so i give way to her n treat it as i am in the wrong.. haiz... i am kind yet get back this type of stupid thing.... damn it...... haiz....

20 Mar 2011
Finally went to see doctor.. cos really can't take it liao.. if dun see any time will faint... after see doctor rest awhile then go work....

2011-03-19T00:20:00.002+08:00

18 Mar 2011
Today private sales... n i left half voice in the morning.. n at night i was like totally left abit.. haiz.. trm dunno how.. no need talk.. haha.... seriously sick this time.. cos just now the fever is back... haiz.. if trm still the same as today i sun morning go see doctor before work... haiz.. getting result back soon.... the days is closer n closer... :(

2011-03-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

15 Mar 2011
Yea... passed my btt ler.... coming next is ftt... haiz.. scare lehz... cos i dun have the interest in it... lol.. cos after ftt i not taking bike de practice.. n it is car de.. haiz.. i no interest in car lehz... lol.... sneeze n throat pain... shit.. can't afford to fall sick lehz... cos fri private sales.... n next week quite alot of working days.. so.. haiz... must get well by trm.... n just now pop in medicine.. haha...

2011-03-13T01:06:00.000+08:00

12 Mar 2011
Getting tired of everything...

2011-03-08T01:34:00.004+08:00

7 Mar 2011

just back from company D&D... :D it was quit nice... but haha.... n i really need to thanks one of the promoter than help me to make over.. haha... i really love the make over... :D it was the first time that i let ppl help me to make over... haha.... :D

Before

After

2011-03-06T23:50:00.003+08:00

6 Mar 2011
haiz.. sian... need to work n work.. haiz.... :( private sales is coming... haiz... sian.. i want swim n run... when then can?? haiz...

2011-03-06T01:03:00.002+08:00

5 Mar 2011
leg is tired... haiz.... pain.. haha.... haiz.. sometimes did felt disappointed... cos all my ex got gf liao i still in my lala land... haha... no one ex got gf liao... is two of them.. haiz... but i still think that i love the way i am ba.. cos won't get hurt.. hahaha... just look look see see... if like then like lor... n can change target anytime.. haha... n i also dun want to commit in any relationship yet... cos too busy.... i think if even got bf also won't commit de.. so no point.. hahaha..... yippee... monday sentosa... haha.... Company D&D haha....

2011-03-02T23:58:00.001+08:00

2 March 2011
went flyer with mum n bro today... kind of tired.. haha... i waiting for them.. as i ask my bro to go up n take photo... cos he like to take photo mah... then i slacked around lor.. haiz... then after that go suntec walk walk.... really tired.. haha.... dunno y recently when i felt leg tired my knees will have a bit pain pain... last time dun have de.. haiz... old liao ba.. so off one month like that liao.. haiz....

2011-02-24T20:48:00.001+08:00

24 Feb 2011
Yea... holiday ler.... hahas.... happy happy happy..... but abit sian lah.. cos 2mths is quite long.. haiz.. nvm... can plan to have fun everyday.. haha....

2011-02-22T20:34:00.001+08:00

22 Feb 2011
Yea... the only paper that i will stay alive... haha... accounting ROCKS~~~~ the first two paper i think really die... i just hope that i won't fail can ler... i dun expect much... haiz.... last paper to go.... jyjyjy.....

2011-02-16T20:34:00.002+08:00

16 Jan 2011
argh.... 8945 open 4D today... haiz... new year that time i got s sense that it will open soon... n i only bought during new year time... n today it open... haiz.... i should believe my sense to continue to buy.... today show is funny... nice show... :D haha.. n i didnot study much.... haiz.. prepare to die liao lah....

2011-02-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

15 Feb 2011
Whole day at home studying~~ tired... haiz... sian but no choice... i every sem only near exam then will just really sit down n study de.... haiz... trm going out... yea... haha.. n also it is the first time near exam i going out... hahaha..... :P:P at home i also keep disturb my mum when i was tired... n my dog change name.. lol.. last time i name it as jm... just now cos want disturb my mum so i call it as my mum english name... lol.... then she laugh.. then she said should be gena... that means is me... lol.... haha... we love to disturb each other... althought if other ppl see will thinks that no respect.. but i did respect.. we just do it for the fun.. haha... she is the best mum....

2011-02-14T23:40:00.001+08:00

14 Feb 2011
Today meet friend at 11am went back sch to study... then around 3.30pm then left sch.. we walk to amk.. then take train to orchard... then back home.... lol.. end up my valentine day still went back to wisma... what the.... haiz.... nvm everyday is my valentine day cos everyday is the same as today... haha... single, alone.. lol... feel so slpy right now... i should go slp then.. lol.... nite....

2011-02-13T22:23:00.003+08:00

13 Feb 2011
trm valentine's day... who will be my valentine?? so many years have been spending it with my family.. of cos this year won't be special.. i did hope that there will be something special.. but too bad i haven't found anyone special that will want me de... lol... cos i am not a good gal.. hahaha..... i starts to fall in love with econs more that marketing.. lol... same as last sem.. i prefer econs more that management... haha....

2011-02-13T00:05:00.004+08:00

12 Feb 2011

Haiz... today derrick at imm... how i wish i can go.. but need to study.. haiz... i really wish i can get his autograph... haiz.. maybe next time ba... haiz... he is still cute n handsome... :D have been notice him since he take part in superstar till now.. he was lucky that after his ns still can continue to work in music industry... :D...

Jia you~~~~ all the best...

2011-02-11T23:29:00.003+08:00

11 Feb 2011
Today last day of sch for this sem.... n it is the last day to see him... haiz... nvm... the most important de is... exam is coming.... OMG... i wasn't prepared... haiz.... today excel test was easy... but the whole class most ppl said it is hard... i was like... erm... maybe i did wrongly ba... but i hope i did correct... n i hope i can get A for this module....
Today did something stupid... haiz... did i care?? or i just see for the sake of seeing??

Today get the 1st and only valentine present for this year... :D thanks alot... althought it is just a small gift but i appreciate it a lots... :D

2011-02-09T23:57:00.002+08:00

9 Feb 2011
Cleared GSM test.. n excel Q&A... friday got a excel test... n then our study week starts... :D:D i was so afraid that i will slack during that study week.... i missed ITE life... cos when ite time before exam i was totally prepared.. not like now.. i dun even know anything... haiz... :'(
i was glad that i need to face my class for 2 more days... trm lesson 2 hours.. then friday 2 hour plus 3... yea... hahaha..... i hate this class sure got reason de... i nv ever hate the class that i was in till ite.. n poly i hate my class..... i was glad that i know da jie, sharon, joey and sze jing... we had lots of fun n laughter.... :D

2011-02-09T00:05:00.002+08:00

7 Feb 2011
Haiz.. trm 3 test... n the marketing revision which i didnot even do.. cos no time.. really no time lor.. haiz... sian.. stress.... today before go sch went NEX to visit mdm ong.. haha.. of cos go take red packets lah... hee..... n she said de words is same as my mum... hope i will find a bf soon... then i was like er...... dunno y this year ppl ask me got bf? n this n that.. haiz.. sian... isit cos i getting older liao so they ask... lol....

have been thinking... do i really ever loved u??? but the answer is..................... there is no difference weather i love u or not.... cos for now it is not important anymore... cos...............................
sometimes i wondering maybe i didnot really love anyone ba... all is just crush n not love... cos love is a very very complicated thing....

2011-02-06T23:22:00.002+08:00

6 Feb 2011
there goes the 4 days off rest due to CNY... totally not much mood for CNY... maybe really cos of we getting older ler so nth much for CNY.... today morning wake up to go market with family.. then afternoon when bugis then go godbro hse eat dinner... then at 8pm went to watch it's a great great world with my family... today n yest suppose to study lah.. but hahaha.... i really really reallly super lazy... haiz...

2011-02-05T00:33:00.002+08:00

4 Feb 2011
Today from afternoon to 11pm i was busy visiting.... i was thinking of someone... haiz... y i will think of him? haiz... then when i was on the way home i think abt my neighbour then i saw him when i reach my hse downstairs... haiz.. gastric nt feeling well.... didnot tell my mum n didnot eat medicine... haiz.. i also dunno y.. hahaha.....

2011-02-03T01:21:00.002+08:00

2 Feb 2011
Happy New Year... haha.... it is a good thing that no need to go sch this few days but next week got lots n lots of test... haiz... sian.. i plan to anyhow do lah.. lol.... this year not having steamboat but something else that is good to eat also.. haha.... my bro said second day of new year very sian.. cos at father side there.. then i said lucky i got itouch hahaha.....
yest n today met weird ppl... yest one guy look at me with a weird way.. even my friend also said that.. then today i guy at mrt stand so near me.. then a lady pull me over then the guy faster go in... then the lady said he wanted to touch me... yucks... what the hell..... i think he dunno how to write die in chinese...

2011-02-01T00:04:00.003+08:00

31 Jan 2011
Y whenever me n my friend walk pass he sure will look at us ever since after i ask him for survey thing.... haiz... that time i felt that he somehow like jm.. but now i felt that different ler... haiz... sometime i want to know what are u thinking.. haiz.. but i know none of my business hahaha... whatever u want see see lor.. next sem will not meet so offen ler ba... haiz...
finally today rain stop.. haiz.. morning i still thinking.. rain so big crocodile go in will suffer more ba.. haiz....

2011-01-30T23:34:00.003+08:00

30 Jan 2011
Today rain whole day.. n i was busy whole day.. morning go pray my grandma.. then after that go chinatown to buy things n redem thing... haiz... sian.. then after that come home clean kitchen n toilet... somehow i think i should work lehz.. haha... cos i every year didnot do spring cleaning de.. this year then i kind of help out... :P then at night my family they all go out.. but i after dinner i come home ler due to the rain... :( i notice that i this few days got a feeling of fear... i dunno y.. i dunno what i am fear about... y i will have this feeling??? kind of scare....

2011-01-30T01:11:00.002+08:00

29 Jan 2011
Last day of work.. lol.. sian.. cos is extend hour... haiz... haha.. get red packet from isetan ler.. :D:D:D erm.. lots of things haven't do... arh.... :(

2011-01-28T20:48:00.002+08:00

28 Jan 2011
Finally everyting end... n another starts... haiz.... project ended.. n revision starts... end of next mth then will end... i really hope that my second year will be better than first year... cos first year sucks man... due to classmate... we just can't get along.. haiz....

2011-01-26T23:53:00.002+08:00

26 Jan 2011
Haiz... sian.. last wk plan that today don't go sch.. but end up still go... n teacher is MC.. argh.... so shit lor.. haiz.. nt the first time liao... then i didnot bring laptop how to do project... so i in class play my friend handphone.. haha.... so sian lor.. exam coming n i dun have the mood to study... everything is so shity... i dun even understand... haiz.... but cos of retail i can't give up.. haiz.... i super overspend ler... i now no money liao... then i want go do mecdicure n pecdicure on monday... haiz.. have to withdraw again... :(:(

2011-01-26T00:40:00.002+08:00

25 Jan 2011
just now wish pineapple happy birthday... then after that when to see someone profile.. omg.. saw the botak photo... disappointed... lol... but it is a good thing that he can get along with his ns mate ba... not like me.. haiz... one year ending soon.. i only can get along with 5 friends in my class... haiz.... :(:(
i miss that someone... wondering he got slim down mah... those photo seems that they had been torture... haiz.. sad... :(:(

2011-01-23T23:03:00.003+08:00

23 Jan 2011
lol.. today teddy bear didnot bring his own name tag.. then he used shawn de.. then my manager saw ask him since when u become shawn then he said since today.. lol... then she ask where's ur name tag.. he said with alfred.. then my manager said then alfred become u n u bacome shawn n shawn become alfred lah.. lol... but my manager n teddy bear quite good.. so didnot say much.. then wilma ask me who is alfred then i said the one that u dun like.. lol.. but for me i kind of curious abt him.. but too bad he won't work here ler.. cos all my superviosr dun like him.. lol.. cos got attitude problem.. haha.. finally today work morning.. last mim change de haha... today yun ru came down to look for me haha.. :D so good.. haha.. then my godsis also come down cos she want buy shoes for her daughter.. so i reserve till next week then help her buy cos more discount.. :D out of so many crocs promoter i n shawn closer ba.. as in we got talk.. the rest sometimes only.. lol... yest during work saw weiming and today saw gavin when i waitting to end my work.. lol..

2011-01-20T00:00:00.001+08:00

19 Jan 2011
One project down... 3 more to go.. next friday is the last.. haha... but i think next next friday got the Q&A for excel de.... haiz...

2011-01-17T23:40:00.002+08:00

17 July 2011
Yest slept at 3am... n today wake up throat not feeling well... what the hell lor.. haiz.. going to fall sick soon... today accounting test.. i dunno lah.. just anyhow do.. cos i reach on time.. i nearly late.. haiz.. since last wk onwards i was like going to sch late... haiz... sch starts get back all the result.. as per normal.. the grade that i get is nth to be happy abt it... friends said my grade not bad.. but... haiz.. i still can do better de ba.... haiz.. exam is in one mth time.. n my brain is nth inside... cos need to do project... after next week then i sit down n study liao... i know the course that i want even i didnot do well also can get in de... but i just want to get the result that i tried my very very very best... n not only the best.... hope that next sem i won't meet those ppl that is the same kind of ppl in my current class....

2011-01-17T01:20:00.002+08:00

16 Jan 2011
Hungry... hungry... hungry.... how i wish that there will be someone buy food n delivery to me.. lol.. but during this hour i think only delivery man that work at mac will do it.. lol... but i also didnot call for delivery lah.. lol... today work very tired.. n i felt that time pass fast... n then nw i am suffering... cos need to rush ppt... haiz... seriously i hate marketing... haiz....
Today kelvin(pineapple) work at wisma.. he work morning shift.. then same lor.. we suan each other.. lol.. then when he break time i msg ask him help me buy sweet... then he called me.. then i can't pick up the call due to long Q.. then when no ppl i ask my colleague to take over then i call him back.. then tell him what sweet i want.. then when he back i ask him how much.. n he said $1.50.. i was like.. what the... so expensive... haiz... then i return him lor.. n then when he go back his promotion counter he show me his sweet... cos he also buy one for himself... lol... n he dunno the meaning of KNS... lol... cos when i msg him he come ask me what is KNS... lol...

2011-01-16T00:22:00.001+08:00

15 Jan 2011
trm night no need slp liao lah... KNS sia... need to rush my project.. haiz... :( n trm i working full shift also... haiz... sian sian sian.... monday test hope that i can get at least a pass... :D

2011-01-15T00:25:00.003+08:00

14 Jan 2011
Today break time 12pm to 2pm.. then after eat we go one of the tutorial room to do project.. actually the room that we suppose to use is empty de.. but due to the air con is strong... my groupmates change to nearby de... then after while our class de ppl come up.. but they use oppoiste de room.. then 1.45pm got ppl come in to the room that only my group using de.. then we shift lor.. then my groupmate go opposite to join them.. but i tell my friend said we go to the room that we using later ba... then my friend said got ppl inside.. then i look in.. then i saw him... then i told my friends said aiya.. just join in lor... if not later change again... then i ask them n they are ok with it.. lol... then i in the room so called study lah.. but i more on chatting n looking at him... he at there so emo, lonely n cool... lol... act cool lor.. still there n play iphone.. KNS... he dun even chat with his friends... lol.. then i was thinking.. later he use what room? isit the room that my classmate they all using? n end up... YES.. it is... lol... my sense is damn accurate... haiz.. before we change class.. in the class i sense that he nearby n just walk pass... n it is... haiz... not the first time i sense so accurate.. i also dunno y he is attract me... haiz.. so cool.. so weird... in the room so cold dun wear jacket.. going out of the class then wear... weird lor... haiz.... i can comfirm that i dun really like him as much as before.... last time he is the one that will make my day happy or sad.. but now no more... yest should be the day i will see him.. but didnot saw him.. today should be the day i can't see him yet i saw... haha.. next time i know where he is liao... i will take note when i saw him n which class he using... lol.. just for pass time... lol... now then i know which class n time he will be at also no use liao... this sem is ending soon.. n next sem will not be that easy to see him liao ba... hope i still can see him.... i only know if i get the chance to work at cheers in sch sure can see him for my second year... lol.. cos he will go n buy things de... :D

Pass pineapple his present... n he saw liao ask me.. how i know he like this type of pattern.. then i said cos i am ur sis... lol.... of cos i know lah... cos nice mah.. lol... i starting is like kind of worried if he dun like then how.. but lucky he like it... phew.... haha....