18 Jan 2012
seriously i really tired... Do i feel jealous?? do i still like him?? somehow i think i dun like him liao.. i only treat as friend... but jealous.. i admit i did jealous... haiz... i said he n my another friends is more pei than me.. but the friend said i n him got more topic to talk.. but i to me is i disturb him only lor.. nth much but as for them they have common goal... which is go uni... me.. haiz... no money no talk... not that i dun want go uni is i have no money to go n i dun like to owe money de... haiz.. sian.... i realise that i had a hard character.. he give up his sit to me i reject then end up no one sit on the chair.. n sometimes he ask me something i said no.. i like pushing him away lah... weird me.. like him yet push him away.. lol.. but i not purposely de cos i not use to it.. n normally i will just reject... haiz... sian....
